I recently returned from a one-week Kundalini yoga retreat with Karena Virginia in Costa Rica. The last retreat “Attracting Miracles” I did with her in August 2023 was only three days. Those three days had an enormous impact on me, and yes, a miracle happened: I'd been in severe pain in my arm for months. Compressed disc and pinched nerve. I was scheduled for an epidural when I returned home. I woke up the morning after the retreat and the pain was gone! Miracle? The Costa Rica retreat was a weeklong, and the theme was “From Fear to Flow To Miracles.” After my last experience, I anticipated great things and I wasn't disappointed. We were a small intimate group, only 13 people. Spending a week with people who offer unconditional love and support filled my heart with joy. I met people who will be my friends forever. I met my soulmate there. We shared our stories of addiction and recovery, and they were identical! Different in some ways, but we both went down the same path of darkness, and we both found the light. We are both doing well and now have each other to talk to when things get tough. I am blessed to have this friendship. Help from the angels? Miracle? Something happened on the second day. Karena was staying in a bungalow about a mile from the main hotel. As she was walking to the hotel, a car pulled up and the woman driving asked Karena if she wanted a ride. She got in the car and looked at the driver and realized it was Deva Premal, a very famous spiritual musician. I love her songs! Did an Angel send her? As the week went on, we all got to know each other and quickly bonded. There was a woman, Debbie, not her real name, who has stage 4 terminal ovarian cancer. The week before she came she had surgery to remove a blood clot in her lungs. Her doctors advised her not to fly. She came with her three grown daughters who had to drain her lungs daily. She had trouble breathing and could only speak one or two words without having to pause and take a few breaths. One day she decided she needed to go to the beach. The beach was down a steep hill. I didn’t even go fearing the walk back up. My asthma was my concern. Debbie went anyway. We all were worried about how she would get up the hill. The hotel could not send a golf cart. She made it down ok. When she was ready to go back up the hill, out of nowhere a man showed up on a horse and gave her a ride back to the main hotel. Angels? Miracles? I believe both. On Friday morning Debbie came to the breakfast table where we were all enjoying our meal. She announced that she woke up at 4 am and felt something shift. She could breathe and she felt life in her body!
Miracle? Absolutely. All of us were in tears and were so happy for her! It was a moment that I will never forget. We had a closing ceremony that afternoon, and there was so much love and joy. We hugged, we cried, but mostly all of us came away with a once-in-a-lifetime experience. Karena is having a similar retreat at Omega in New York in September for a week. I cannot wait to go, I already signed up. Yes, I believe in Angels, yes, I believe in miracles. I saw both. Who are your angels? What are your miracles?
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I am waking up to the truth that to reach deeper and deeper levels of realization, we need to come TOGETHER. Supporting each other is supporting ourselves. We have a deep need and desire for connectedness with others.
We are comprised of many dimensions, and one of those dimensions is the organic being living in the physical world, with mental and emotional and psychological components. That is the persona we know ourselves to be that interacts with others and desires fellowship. That is the part of us that has this deep desire for connectedness with other beings. We really live for that connection. So much so that the deeper dimensions of our being may not be consciously accessible to us until we satisfy that deep desire for unity and sharing with others - that’s how deep it goes and how important it is for our spiritual journey. We have to take care of ourselves, discover and take care of what we truly want - whether that is nurturing the physical body and eating truly healthy food, shared with others in meaningful conversation, or playing sports, doing yoga together or creating works of art along with others - all these activities and more feed our soul because we are sharing and supporting and being supported on so many levels. Think about it, in earlier times, our lives depended upon cooperation within a tribe. We all had each other’s back and being excommunicated or banished from the tribe often meant death - and that deep seated need to survive and thrive as a member of our tribe is hardwired into us. Togetherness, fellowship, is still a matter of survival and we know it, that’s why the end of a marriage or death of a loved one can be so difficult. Thus the strong drive to come together in community, to share and sing and dance and play. Once we seek out and satisfy our deepest desires - once the physical, emotional and mental levels of being are satisfied, satiated, once we allow for that connection with others of like mind to be made and we exchange ideas and share about our own realizations, we feel supported and held as an honored member of our tribe. We can then move through the physical into the spiritual realms - and we do that together too up to a point, and then there is just One, the Unity of all Being, the Pure Awareness that we all roll up into. “Yoga” originates from the Sanskrit term “yuj”, which translates to “yoke” or “bind”, Yoga embodies the concept of “union“ as a holistic practice. Through yoga, we yoke ourselves to the Divine through the yogic portal into the planes of light and we also yoke ourselves to each other in sacred practice, in sacred company with each other. I am so honored to be in our tribe with you - I love, honor and support you and am so grateful to feel your love in return. Om Shanti Shanti -- Savitri As we withdraw from constant outward flowing motion; all the dealing with the world, the grasping at all the things of the world - we begin to gain clarity and rest in the expansiveness of pure awareness.
From that still vantage point, as we become established there, we start interacting with the world by attracting rather than chasing. We stop using all our focus and attention to hold together a construct of separateness and we begin see inherent unity in all. The more we are able to come into pure now, without attraction or repulsion, as the Buddha teaches, the more wellbeing we feel - that can be such a relief!! The inner peace begins to permeate the outer reality and that is the light we speak of - like a warm radiance. As we accept with equanimity what is, as it appears. We may choose to take action to change things, but acceptance of what is, as it is, comes first, because the world is the world, there is a vital flow to life that we are not always meant to fully understand, that’s where faith and trust come in - come what may, always remember “This Too Shall Pass”. Abide in the Now - touch into the eternal, timeless and changeless dimension within and let that peace, love and light permeate everything you do, everything you say, every choice you make. Join us in our practice as we all support each other in the light. I read the Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle while on vacation in Las Vegas. That time spent in 'Sin City' remains one of my most revelatory experiences because of that diamond-mind book. And to know that so many others have read it around the world continues to give me hope and faith in our collective future.
Among so many explorations in The Power of Now, Eckart explains how thoughts trigger emotions and emotions introduce tension patterns in the body. Depending on the intensity and quality of the thoughts, this tension can solidify into blockages and pain in the body over time. I can see this in myself every day as my mind hungrily consumes endless information through excessive screen time, the blessing AND plague of our age. The mind often seems insatiable, and even though exhausted, it can't seem to settle down and stop consuming long enough to let go and rest. Awake at 3:00 in the morning last night, I was able to get just enough space to watch my mind, emotions and body. My main fascination in this lifetime is endlessly researching natural health practices and cures. As I indulged to satisfy that craving, my thoughts stimulated emotions, emotions elicited tense holding patterns in the body, rinse and repeat in an addictive cycle. As I listened to a video online about miraculous healings, (and of course grave illness is the other side of that same coin), my heart bled for each person's story of dis-ease, then a hit of exhilaration came as the person began to heal (or not). My mind and body, in an arc of intense emotion, internalized the person's healing journey with great curiosity. Nothing wrong with that, I'm learning a lot, but it is 3:00am in the damn morning and I have to work the next day! By 4:00am, My body had reacted to the thought and emotion cycle again and again. The muscles and tendons of my belly were contracted in fear, joy and either exaltation or plummeting dejection, depending on the outcome of each story. After several hours of this, my body was in knots and I wondered if I would ever fall back asleep again before the alarm started to ring. I knew I should just stop, sit up tall and meditate, clear my mind and give myself a chance to sleep, but I couldn't seem to tear myself away. Meditation is good medication because it is a true antidote. But my churning mind, like a child up way past her bedtime, just wouldn't stop its endless addictive cycle and continued to fend off what the older, greater and wiser self knew was best. 'You ARE wearing blue blocker glassses' My mind says! 'And the next healing story you watch could be the knowledge you need to help someone', she says. The mind rationalized endlessly. while my deeper self recognized the addiction with compassion. The mind is to be respected for all it does for us; without it, we couldn't be here. The mind comes with the computer-like brain that integrates with our soul's purpose and all the other elaborate components and facilities we come into this reality with - all brilliant and necessary parts of this experience on Earth. So disrespectfully calling my mind 'Monkey Mind' is not helpful either. I was finally able to override the addictive and insistent cycle, sit up straight in my bed, play some spiritual music, and urge my mind to quiet down. Like a very stern parent, I knew that was just the way it had to be. My mind kept trying to move curiously from story to story, but I just kept drawing it back to the quietude again and again. 'Looking' at my restless mind as if it were a younger part of myself, even if just a psychological device, is always very helpful. The restless, childlike mind was finally able to start letting go of its obsessions. Once the mind started to settle down, my whole being felt a blissful relief sweep over as I entered the formless field. Once my mind tasted the bliss, it wondered for the millionth time why it always fights so hard against it. As I slipped deeper and deeper into the expansive awareness, the tireless seeking and movement of the mind finally ceased. 'I' could finally look out through the eyes of my soul, 'I' was no longer drowned out by the endless thoughts. My whole unified being reveled in breathing the familiar and nurturing air of freedom; the atmosphere of my true home; beyond change and suffering, beyond thought and emotion, beyond even birth and death. The body also progressively let go of its contractive knots and after a long luxurious bath in the stillness, the sleep train finally came to carry me away. One of the things I love most about MKY is our community -- no, make that family. We are blessed to have so many wonderful members. And we make a point of fortifying our connection by allowing time and space for sharing. We do this so that each of us can remember and feel that none of us is alone. On Monday nights in my free online Meditation classes, students are invited to share with each other about their experience after each meditation. We get to hear about the aha moments and how the mind sometimes won't settle down. Whether it's a deep beautiful moment or an imperfect attempt, we share with each other about the journey of meditation. On Thursday nights in Cate's Release the Stress of the Day online classes, we share what's weighing on us. We listen to each other and unburden ourselves. At our Full Moon Events (most often led by Savitri and Cate), we share what we are ready to let go of. It always warms my heart to hear what our members share. Open and honest with no judgment. We hold space. We do not criticize or offer advice. You realize that whatever you are going through, you are not alone. Years ago, I was in group therapy for 6 months (more on that in a future blog) and the most powerful thing I took away from that was that again, I was not alone. As bad a time that I was going through, other people had struggles too. I was not alone. Sharing in all these experiences, I believe is such a powerful tool to help people heal. In closing, I strongly encourage you to join our family and to be brave and share what you need to share, feel the support of a compassionate community and know that you are not alone. Pain is an experience we instinctually avoid. It’s a primal communication from the body signaling something is wrong. And it’s for this very reason we need to display compassion toward our pain, sit with it, and ask about it with an open heart. Distraction and disassociation may buy us time away from pain, but truly understanding it is the only way to address it thoroughly. Kundalini Yoga is a practice for self-awareness and self-acceptance. The breathwork and kriyas encourage us to notice ourselves, our feelings, our sensations, and experience. Breathwork yoga suspends us from the instinctual panic and, in that suspension, we may gain insight to our present condition.
In the nursing model, clinicians are taught the PQRST assessment tool to help gain insight to the nature of the pain. These are questions you may ask yourself and may also help to more effectively communicate with your provider of choice -- be it a doctor, acupuncturist, chiropractor, etc. P = Provocation: When did this pain start? Was it sudden or oncoming for a while? What seems to agitate the pain? And what makes it feel better? Q = Quality: How would you describe the pain? Sharp, aching, throbbing, stinging, dull? R = Region: Where is the pain located? Does it feel like it’s radiating out or extending to another part of the body? S = Severity: How bearable or unbearable is the pain? On a scale of 1-10, with 10 being the worst pain you’ve ever felt, how would you rate it? T = Timing: What were you doing when the pain began? Does it come and go? Is this the first time you’ve felt this pain? Once you can answer these questions, you’ll be more clued into the nature of your pain and thus can make informed choices on how you wish to address it. Kundalini yoga is a self-love practice which encourages mindful awareness. Compassionately opening your mind to what ails you without judgment or blame is a big part of yoga. We hope these tools prove useful to assist you with connecting to your highest self. ----About the Author, Amanda Sobreyra RN BSN: Yoga first became part of my life in 2014 when I pursued the wisdom in Ashtanga yoga. For self mastery, tending to the body is just as vital as tending to the matters of the heart and mind. I knew if I wanted to change the world around me, first I had to change myself. Yoga is a framework that allows people to experience themselves differently. I started with Kundalini Yoga in 2019 and am so privileged to be a part of the community. I became a seeker of knowledge and self mastery as a youngster. I always sought truth by experiencing it directly. Mythologies from across the world provide me another framework lens to see into human psychology, culture, and core values that lend to destiny. I remain open to different frameworks, perspectives, ideas, and practices which support the relationship with the highest version of self. Self-empowerment means many things. It can be seen as the conscious decision to take charge of our destiny by making positive choices that help us advance with confidence. Our ability to make and execute decisions is central to self-empowerment and has been a major theme in my own life. I’ve struggled many times with deciding which road to follow, which job to take, who to spend my time with and more. I’m still learning, Thank God.
Once we are able to assess and move through life with decisiveness, we can better come to understand and leverage our strengths and weaknesses in a way that brings happiness and satisfaction, through our interactions with others and our contributions to the world. Self-empowerment also involves the gradual gathering and harnessing of personal power, via constant and thorough systems analysis, so that we can understand where we are losing power. Perhaps we lose power through our inability to stand up for ourselves, or we are afflicted with anger or self-importance or the desire to be liked and accepted; the list goes on and on. Once seen, we get busy and ‘plug up the holes’ so that we can accumulate the personal power that allows us to recognize and grasp those millimeters of chance; those opportunities that allow us to really make major transits in consciousness. My journey of self-empowerment, like most, has been wrought with "mistakes". My parents were the first to teach me that my mistakes were actually learning opportunities. We pull ourselves up and integrate the lessons we’ve learned don’t we. I’ve chosen the wrong boyfriends, made wrong job choices, wrong associations in general, but they were all right in a way too. Learning from my mistakes helped me hone my internal navigations system, which informs all my future thoughts, actions and goals. Holding on to shame and guilt around mistakes is fruitless and only hampers our progress. I believe that reframing our mistakes as learning opportunities, and not raking ourselves over the coals or taking ourselves too seriously, is a vital key to self-empowerment. I've noticed throughout my life that the most self-empowered people, like my own mother and father, hold out sterling examples for their loved ones, their family and their whole community. My parents created a foundation to build upon each time they took control of their lives by setting goals and taking actionable steps to achieve them. They shared this process with us and we often voted on important directional changes in ‘family counsels’, where we sat in a circle in the living room, often with favorite music playing softly from the stereo, and we discussed our way forward as a family. I watched as our decisive and well thought out choices benefitted our whole family and helped shape our future in a very tangible way. Mom and Dad understood how to design and intend their life projects; from which trees and flowers and herbs to plant, to which clubs to join, which classes to take, what books to read, what medicines we should take or not to take, to what decisions their kids should have a say in. They showed us how to get things done in a confident, focused, and decisive way. And when things didn’t go their way, or they were forced to reassess and learn from their mistakes, they had the resilient confidence to express abundant reassurance to friends and family, which made for a safe and secure home base. They also had a sense of humor, without fear. I will always remain grateful that they pointed out, through example, the value of viewing one’s mistakes as lessons to be well learned. Something else we learn from those we look up to is the importance of self care and a positive attitude. If we can surround ourselves with positive, like-minded, motivated people, they can help us feel much more empowered to achieve our goals. When our self-esteem gets knocked down, we can talk with positive friends, peers, and family members. Experiencing their positivity can improve our mental well-being and minimize our own negativity. My parents had an open door policy and any of us kids could come into their room at any time of night and just talk about what was on our heart. I probably did it far too often. Mom was an especially light sleeper and always greeted me warmly and seemed ready to listen and offer positive reassurance and advice. Mostly though, she just listened and held me in the light. And that’s what we always look forward to doing together with you; listening and holding each other in the light. Gathering with our MKY community and sharing on a regular basis helps empower all of us to discern when we need to step back from certain situations and go forward toward others so that we can follow and materialize our dreams. For the July full moon celebration next Wednesday, July 13th, Cate and I will explore this important topic of Self-Empowerment. We will examine our self care routines, our positive attitudes, our true passion to follow our bliss and our level of self-trust. We will examine the company we keep. We will touch on practical goal setting and sacred contracts with ourselves. We will strategize on how to take charge of our future. We will examine where our self-confidence is shaky or where we are insecure about our ability to achieve our ambitions. Together, we will begin to take steps toward a more empowered life, where we better control what is in our ability to control and how we can better abide in acceptance through those parts of our life that are not within our control. In this way, we can better recognize our own power to make the choices that will help us achieve our goals and attain peace, happiness and satisfaction on all levels. Concluding with our long gong bath will open the door to our soul, to turbo charge our hopes and dreams. Ultimately, the principles of self-empowerment guide our journey to enlightenment. The lifelong process of choices, in which, choice by choice, we learn strategies for maintaining our highest consciousness, starts with learning to read the signs along the way to personal ascension. The signs are many that have led me to the most important choices I’ve ever made. At the top of my list is my decision to invest in meditation skills, which have served me so well and continue to be of prime importance and integral to my teaching mission. I know Cate feels the same way and we both love to meditate with you. We hope you can join us in-person or online on Wednesday evening July 13th – Sign up here . We so look forward to sharing this time with you. ---- Much Love, Savitri Anatomically, joints are structures in the body where two bones meet. There are 3 basic classifications for joints based on how they move. Fibrous joints are tightly held together with connective tissue and do not move. Examples of fibrous joints are the sutures of the skull and where teeth are secured against the jaw. The second category of joints are the cartilaginous joints. These are slightly movable but have their limits. As the name implies, cartilage is the main tissue present to provide cushion and support to the bones while permitting some movement. Examples include the joints between spinal vertebra. The last category of joint is the synovial joints which truly reap the benefits of yoga.
Synovial joints are unique from the other types as they use fluid to cushion the friction that would damage the bones they protect. This is what allows free movement and full range of movement. Examples of synovial joints include the knees, shoulders, ankles, and wrists. Our joints allow our muscles and bones to move with a gliding motion. Without healthy joints, our bones would grate together causing inflammation (such as arthritis) and pain. Kundalini yoga provides wonderful kriyas to support and prevent joint issues. This is because movement allows the synovial fluid and nutrients to move around in the joint cavity. Cartilage tissue not does have blood vessels to supply nutrients to itself. So the articular cartilage found in synovial joints are nourished by the synovial fluid. By really moving each joint in its full range of motion on a regular basis, the fluid is moved and circulated to remove waste materials and introduce nutrition components such as omega fatty acids to rejuvenate the tissue. With that said, never push an irritated joint into pain or stretch it to its limits. It’s the habitual regularity of gentle, easy motion that refreshes the synovial fluid with nutrition. Circulation, oxygenation, and nutrition are key to joint health and are promoted by yoga’s emphasis on breath work, kriya movement, and mindful eating. ----About the Author, Amanda Sobreyra RN BSN: Yoga first became part of my life in 2014 when I pursued the wisdom in Ashtanga yoga. For self mastery, tending to the body is just as vital as tending to the matters of the heart and mind. I knew if I wanted to change the world around me, first I had to change myself. Yoga is a framework that allows people to experience themselves differently. I started with Kundalini Yoga in 2019 and am so privileged to be a part of the community. I became a seeker of knowledge and self mastery as a youngster. I always sought truth by experiencing it directly. Mythologies from across the world provide me another framework lens to see into human psychology, culture, and core values that lend to destiny. I remain open to different frameworks, perspectives, ideas, and practices which support the relationship with the highest version of self A hormone is simply a chemical that signals change from our body’s organs. There are several different kinds of hormones which communicate to different organs what action the body requires of them. Examples include insulin to control blood sugars and melatonin to induce sleep at night.
The word “kriya” can be translated as action. These actions include the asana (body positioning) and pranayama (breath control). Both asana and pranayama practices can help support the balancing of the body’s hormones. Allow me to briefly explain how. When we move through the asanas (physical positions), we have our body muscles contract and relax to perform the intended movement. Exercising muscle tissue provides assistance to our heart for blood flow. This mechanism is precisely why blood pressure lowers during exercise. Since hormones can travel in the blood stream, the muscle movement assists for better blood flow. With more flow, the blood is better able to bring in nutrition to body cells and remove metabolic waste. This is how hormonal and metabolic processes are balanced. Exercise facilitates breath at the cellular level. Pranayama (breath work) assists us as well. If you feel your body cannot perform strenuous movements, practicing breath control is available to your benefit. Taking long, deep, controlled breaths stimulates the heart in a phenomena called “respiratory sinus arrhythmia”. What happens here is that as the lung full completely with fresh air, the lungs take up extra space in the chest cavity. This gives less space for the blood vessels. The heartbeat then raises its frequency (the heart rate) to give the blood vessels an extra boost to keep the flow to squeeze around the lungs. As the lung deflate, and thus return the extra space, the heart rate lowers and relaxes. Similarly to how muscles can assist the heart in blood flow, deep breathing can also assist the heart as an ancillary pump. This would explain the elevated heart rate felt during “breath to fire”. Kundalini yoga is beloved by the holistic medicine field for its benefits to the whole body as it’s able to target multiple organ systems at once. I hope this essay brings clarity to how Kundalini yoga kriyas can revitalize and balance the body for greater wellness. -----About the Author, Amanda Sobreyra RN BSN: Yoga first became part of my life in 2014 when I pursued the wisdom in Ashtanga yoga. For self mastery, tending to the body is just as vital as tending to the matters of the heart and mind. I knew if I wanted to change the world around me, first I had to change myself. Yoga is a framework that allows people to experience themselves differently. I started with Kundalini Yoga in 2019 and am so privileged to be a part of the community. I became a seeker of knowledge and self mastery as a youngster. I always sought truth by experiencing it directly. Mythologies from across the world provide me another framework lens to see into human psychology, culture, and core values that lend to destiny. I remain open to different frameworks, perspectives, ideas, and practices which support the relationship with the highest version of self I am not a trained meditation teacher, but I have been practicing meditation for over 35 years, so I guess that gives me some credibility. When I started teaching meditation a couple of years ago, my goal was to help people who wanted to learn how to meditate. Many people in that first classes told me “ Oh, I just can’t meditate”. Well after the first class many of them changed their view on meditation and realized that yes, they could meditate.
In each class, we would go over the many scientifically proven benefits. Then we would work on meditation techniques: Breathwork, letting go of thoughts, and just learning the basics. I always stress that this is a practice, not a perfect. No self-judgment. Keep at it, if only for a couple of minutes. As the weeks went on, more and more people came to class. It really caught on. Some of the people in class even got into our yoga practice. It was really great. Then the pandemic hit. So I moved the class online and also offered it for free on Zoom. A few of the regulars who had been coming to class, also came to the online meditation class. Some didn’t. As the weeks turned into months, more and more people started joining us on Zoom. I posted the class on my Temple website with great results. We started to get people from all over the country. One of our students lives in Pittsburgh. My daughter-in-law's parents live in Austin Texas. My daughter-in-law lives in San Francisco. We have had people from Colorado and some even from overseas. As the weeks went by, we had a core group of about 15 people every week. Then an amazing thing happened: We all became friends, and when one misses a class, the others always ask about them. The group is very open and many offer comments on their experience during the meditations. Some see visions of light, others cry, and the group listens and shares with no judgment. It has really turned into something wonderful every Monday night. A few months ago, I started having a theme every week. One of the themes was compassion. Self-love, forgiveness, dealing with grief, living in the now, and many more. The week we did the forgiveness meditation, one of the new students came back the next week and told the group that because of that meditation on forgiveness, she reconnected with her sister who she hadn’t spoken to in ten years Wow! I shared how my own experience with forgiveness let me reconnect with my brother who I hadn't spoken with for nineteen years!! This past Monday, I had what Oprah might call an "ah-ha moment”. I realized that I was teaching so much more than meditation. I was teaching people how to live happier, more fulfilling lives. The lessons from the guided meditations were powerful. I looked back in my mind and I saw the transformation in some of the people, from a hectic stressful life, into a calmer more centered life. I am so humbled by this class and the group of wonderful people who share and care about each other with genuine affection. I must also acknowledge and give thanks to Savitri for being there with us every week, she is also such an important part of our group. I don’t know where this path will lead, but I will continue on Monday nights as long as even one person shows up. Please join us if you like. It’s free and you can see how wonderful Monday nights can be when we come together in this way. ---Andy (Teg) Steinfeld |
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